I watched the cards get paid, then watched the balances grow.
The smaller payment left more room for spending to flow.
The loan remained beside the next round borrowers would owe;
The terms had changed, but not the choices they would show.
If what I buy becomes the place I put my pride,
A smaller way of living feels like something I must hide.
I borrow for the image, push the honest cost aside;
The life I show grows larger than the cash I can provide.
The points are mine; the debt is mine to pay.
No reward makes that obligation go away.
Zero is the rate; it is not the sum I owe.
The fee can add a cost before the payments start to show.
The months run out whether my earnings rise or slow;
A deadline does not promise me the cash will grow.
The balance claims a share of wages not yet paid.
Our needs remain beside the promises I’ve made.
If earnings stop, the bill survives the plans I laid;
I cannot treat tomorrow as a wage already paid.
The points are mine; the debt is mine to pay.
No reward makes that obligation go away.
Reserves must cover needs if earnings go away.
A vacant credit line is not the cash I put away.
If savings fail, I may need credit for the bills I have to pay;
It stays for that emergency, not shopping every day.
A coach can ask me what I choose to spend,
And question all the reasons I defend.
Instruction shows the habits I must change or end;
Accountability tests the change I claim, not just intend.
The points are mine; the debt is mine to pay.
No reward makes that obligation go away.
The points can buy a room, a flight, a holiday.
But earning them can mean more purchases to pay.
The trip is over; bills can last beyond the stay;
The reward is not the cash I need for every day.
A hundred earned in cash back looks like money gained.
But interest can cost more while the balance is maintained.
The reward alone can’t show the cost of debt retained;
I count what came back against the charges that remained.
The points are mine; the debt is mine to pay.
No reward makes that obligation go away.
The points are mine; the bill has not gone away.
The trip can end before I’ve earned the cash to pay.
Our needs keep coming; they will not wait for another day.
I must change my choices, not find another way to delay.
The points are mine; the debt is mine to pay.
No reward makes that obligation go away.
I will count the cash before I choose to buy.
And ask what need or wish I’m trying to satisfy.
I’ll let my household plan test each expense I justify;
What I cannot afford is something I can still pass by.
The points are mine; the debt is mine to pay.
No reward makes that obligation go away.



